An Author in Tears

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 What happens when you don't know where things come from?

What are you supposed to do as you walk along in life and then all of a sudden, bang, you get a really strong feeling?

Is it real? If it is, where did it come from? What if it came from nowhere?

If it would screw things up, then should you act on it? What if you don't?

What do you do when it happens over and over and each time you don't do anything because it would screw things up, but every time you didn't know what to do because it seemed to have come from nowhere?

What is there to say about the intensity, especially when it's so strong you only experience it with regards to that one person?

Is that love? Is it a mistake to call it love? Is it wrong if it hurts if it is a mistake?

Does that mean something's been...denied in some way? Is that why it hurts so much?

How do you make it unhurt?

Do you tell them? What if they don't know what to say? What if that's real? Does that make it wrong for it to hurt more?

What do you do if the other not knowing what to say makes it hurt more because the feelings still happen?

How much is it supposed to hurt when you put your heart on hold? Why do I want it to be none?

 

Is the only time an author in tears when the only thing they feel that is worth writing are questions?

Reprinted courtesy of Little John

 

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